To be or not to be...

So I get my kiddos ready and head out to SP, to go to mass with abuelita. We get there like 5 minutes late, thank God it wasn't full and we were able to find abuelita and sit next to her. After mass we head out to her house so the kids can see Cruzito & Extrellita. Here's a picture of them

While there abuelita and I start talking about religion, seems like lately that's all I can talk about :)...

So she tells me again that I am going to get confused... I tell her that I still am Catholic and do believe and love my Religion. But that going to Christian Services full fills my spirit in ways I had never felt before. I tell her I see nothing wrong with me going, as they pray for hubby and the deals we are going thru. Not that they don't in SP, because they also do. I tell her that over here they have taught me how to talk with God, not just to pray but to really have a conversation with him. I have a Bible my dad (RIP) had given me when I turned 15, and I've had it all these years, and never ever really read it. Now that is all I do, read, read, and read the Bible. I tell her that if I would of studied the Bible, and listened to Radio Nueva Vida before, that I would NOT have ever made so many bad choices I have made thru out my life. I told her I had spoken with Melba about that and she told me there's nothing wrong with me going to both services, that I was becoming a Charismatic Catholic.